Thursday, February 28, 2013

It's been a while and I have so much to say...

Wow.  I haven't posted anything in a YEAR...   Looking at my last post and remembering where I was at this time last year I am overwhelmed by God's faithfulness.  I can look at what I wrote and I can remember the way I was feeling. 

I was down in dumps.  I was mourning and suffering hormonal issues...  I made decisions that I learned from. 

One reason I haven't written in a while is because my self-esteem was really low.  The other reason is because I decided to do a little something on the side and ran out of extra time.  So since last August I have been BUSY.  I tried some new stuff and tried to figure things out.  I started another blog that I thought was more like the new me...  But, what I found out through trial and error is that I am the same me and that what ever happens in my life is designed to help ME become more like him.

I have many thoughts floating around in my head that I would like to get out.  Things that I believe NOW more strongly than I have ever believed them before... so I came back to the blog that I started with and I will try to untangle the mess of thoughts inside my heart. 

Right now it's about time to start the evening wind down around here so for now I'll just think and figure out what write about first.